wait, what? you dont have to be an exception...

what do you think of this song? 
oh what do I think? well, this song starts a bit of a weird blow up in my head. i am telling you. its weird. this is why.
"I'll never sing of love if it does not exist, but darlin you are the only exception"
whoa. what? think about it. her rule is she wouldn't sing about love that didn't exist.   so therefore, she can sing about it if it does exist, because that is not a part of her rule. so the love she is sing about must not exist. otherwise, it wouldn't be an exception to what she promised. so messed up. I think that the song is catchy and everything, but really? it reminds me of this. learn your rules people.
I am so confused. Why does he have to be an exception? you haven't broke your promise if you love him. unless you dont love him, then, whatever...
I still like paramore. I still like the song. It just makes me think WAY to hard.

yellow lambroghini.

 

oh my. this blows my mind. I wish i was a G like her :]

my life.

I love little things in life.
They end up being the most important.
Like, getting lost, but still ending up where you want to be.
Like waking up at 2am and then staying up till midnight.
Like finally purchasing what will become the soundtrack of your summer.
Like making last minute birthdays a success.
Like playing the Wii till you are dead.
Like eating the best breakfast ever.
Like when people tell you something so simple, and it makes everything better.
Like realizing that despite what the world may think, I don't need a boyfriend to be completely happy.
Like not being scared when you don't know where you are.
Like understanding that it is okay if you are not gorgeous.
Like listening to the killers so much that you talk in form of their lyrics.
Like not realizing how much you need someone until they are gone.
I love this. I love summer. Lets just never go back to school.

a little time.

Oh the odd concept of time. It has always troubled me. I always wonder about it. who decided that there was 60 seconds in a minute and 60 minutes in an hour? it seems a bit odd. I think it is strange that people refer to this impossible adventure as "traveling" through time. would it really be a journey, or more like rewind and fast forward. I would never have the courage to let my mind figure out how it might work, but somebody did, and they did a mighty fine job at it.
If you have not figured it out already, I have a new-found love for books. This trilogy was already a favorite of mine before I even liked reading. It started out on a boring summer day a few years ago. My mom handed me a book and said something like "what else do you have?" and so I got reading. I couldn't put it down. This amazing book was "The hourglass door" by Lisa Mangum. ever since then, I have waited for each book in the trilogy to come, and I just finished the last one.
I. love. them.
so, if you are reading this, I strongly recommend them. Lisa Mangum has the concept of time all figured out, and it is quite amazing. It also is a love story, and I swear, I can't read a book without one. fantastic.

do you remember

This song makes me think of several things. some personal, some not so much.
but mostly, it helps me remember.
Listen, and think,.

YELLOWCARD

alright, I had to blog about this because my life was just made better.
My favorite band from a few years ago is back. the have a new album. Some would say it is a bad thing that they have not changed much, but i love it, due to the fact that they are STILL the band I love. I am so happy right now it is insane. They have always been my summer band, and they are back. Just in time. love.
I met this band when I was 14 at warped tour, and I was so happy that I almost died, then, just after that, I hear they are going on hiatus. great. NOW THEY ARE BACK!! i think it makes me love them so much more. I will post some of my old favorites on my playlist, since the new ones are not on playlist.com yet. :] my music taste has changed a lot, but I will keep a place for them. PS: the itunes rating of the new cd is *****
yellowcard rules.

My life.

pounding headache.
     My friends mean the world to me. I love them. There is so much that they do not know that they actually influence me in my life. I would do anything for them. I don't care if they care or not, or if they even know that, but i hope that they do, because I know they go through a lot that I could never handle. Things happen in the world sometimes that I do not understand, but hopefully they are for the better. After all, I am not the judge, the decision maker, but I am going to do the best I can to get things to be the best they can. I listen to what is around me, and it affects me. Emotion. what does that even mean to people. It means a ton to me, and I have never been faced with a choice quite like this, but I think it will be worth it. I do not know how it will work out, but I am going to try the best I can to make it work. Sometimes it seems like my trials are so much harder different from others around me. but I can do this, and I have the strength.
     I have a different way of motivating myself then other people do. I write about it. I write about myself until there is nothing left to write about. People say they want their blog to be like a journal or a cork board or a place to post funny pictures... I want it to be my head. My whole brain just scattered all across this entire webpage. Just the thought process, where my thoughts are going how, not necessarily why. I just want it to be written somewhere. the motivation behind these thoughts, for the most part, will be kept to myself. Its open. relate.
     I believe in this time I know I can live through this life and there is a lot to think about, with all the pressures in my head, I am surprised that it has not spontaneously combusted. I want to know so much about myself. Just when you think that you have it all figured out, it all changes. I don't need what someone else needs. You can have it, because I was not so sure I would be able to handle it in the first place. I'm going to give it away, because I love you more then that, and you need it more then I do. Don't think about it too hard.
     Now take hold of it and don't let go. Work harder knowing someone gave it all for you. I know that you can do it.